CONQUER THE FEAR OF DEATH
I pressed this prediction link of when I would die and how, two versions came up one
said I would die in a couple of a years by surgery the other said it would be a plane crash
far future. I looked at the closest date and felt I was far from ready to die and said no way
am I having surgery. Then my mind began to wonder why I was so scared, I almost
started to cry , as all I could think of is my children would not have the safety of their
Mom to raise them. Also I would miss them dearly. Tears roll down my face
thinking of it.
Then I got two phone calls one for a position for a Recovery Champion and the other
from a cousin that I was going to interview. She was stressed, and did not want to dig up
the past. I told her I did not want her to be traumatized so I would not do the interview.
Then I began to think of death, and life also spring and new life.
Looking at nature in the winter the leaves fall and curl up and die, so that new ones can
form. The trees here stay dormant in the winter to rest. Then in the spring new birth arises
with young buds on the tree of life. In nature life and death are about living and accepting
as all animals, living things die. Yet humans cling to life and hold on, and suffer when
someone so dear passes. Some go into a deep dormant stage like the tree of life in winter.
They become hollow and sad and life is dull and bleak and they wail tears of sorrow.
Why can we not celebrate their life, and also ours too as each is a new day and we never
no. I for one am not going to surround my self with negative energy; I have had too much
So from this point forward, I am going to live and be well and live it like there is know
Tomorrow because we never know what tomorrow will bring.
Conquer the fear of death and live the life that you were born to live.