Dear Sir, July1, 2012
Wow I guess we can all live our lives differently, and we can be successful and enriched within.
Today I watched an interview with you, and I know I do have some work ahead of me. Yet Sir I can not be a people pleaser I have been all my life and I really disagree. As I am going to stand up for who I am and what I believe in and if people do not like it that is their
Tough luck. I will still have respect dignity for that person, yet that is not what my company is about pleasing people.
We are about being different and authentic and unique, and we are not afraid of being different.
I guess what we want is the same thing yet I can not or will not please someone to get them to like what I am selling.
This is a personal trek in life, and we continue to journey this and support our fellow friends, family.
Yet when we are an Authentic Soul this is about a deeper level of thinking and enriching what juices lay deep deep within.
When we are to busy trying to please everyone else. We loose our very sprite Sir everyone one loves you, and I am not saying you don’t have it. I am just saying I can or will not go there any more. I am kind, and I have to get to where I am going my way.
I can see how you have climbed your wall, and filled you white canvas. Yet we all our own beings, and that is what makes us so beautiful
We have a vision we have something we want and we have to go for it, and know matter what anyone says, we have to believe in ourselves
And never give up in the drive, and keep it alive.
So I want to say I have learned so much from you, yet Sir I have to do things my own way, and I will get there.
I am a proud strong tough Saskatchewan woman and I have so much determination and a true heart of gold.
What am I going to do to make this world proud I was planted here? Well Sir I am what you call a late bloomer
And I am just getting fired up and have been working slowly and gradually we will create a Queen City Hollywood
Utilizing all of the production agents here, as I alone will make many movies. This will bring many jobs to our city, and also help the people that are out of work, here now, and put people in to working positions the money in Film alone each year is amazing
Each year we have to produce new work, and continue to be creative.
Sir I have a bunch of movies that I have not even begun to work on, as I can not keep up. I have to focus on the first, then the next.
Yet until I get a team together to help volunteer until we make some cash, and then there hard work will be greatly, be rewarded.
Sir I have written you for many years, and maybe some of my writing has been way off, yet through all this you, have never once
Blocked, me you have just listened quietly. I may not agree with some thing you do, and I am sure you probably
Do not agree with some of the things I do. That is what makes us so unique. That is why guess I have so much respect, and value for you.
Maybe, I have this crush on you for years, it may be silly. Yet I as of July 1st 2012. Truly and deeply have to stop this fantasy life.
You have a family and a wife you truly love, and I will not come between that. So Sir I must carry on with my life.
I do not know who this soul lover that is coming my way, yet I know he will be a strong force. As I.
So through the many years I thank you for being there, for all my ups and downs. You have a kind soul.
I will miss, writing you as I write, I feel a part of my heart is breaking, and the tears flow wildly down my cheeks.
I can or will not do this any more, or have any sense of false hope. I want a man that will move heaven and earth for me.
A man that is true to his words, and will love respect me and only me alone until we die.
Dear Sir, I will love you always as a dear dear friend.