LOVE AND FEAR
For me I love all. I love our Earth the beauty that it gives us each and everyday, even in
the urban jungle, I find the beauty of all. When I go down town there is nature
surrounding us a fallen stick, rocks to kick, birds chirping flying through the air.
People fascinate me yet I fear them I don’t let them in not many know the true person
this soul. I give parts of me away to many, yet I keep most people at bay and they tend to
stay away. This may seem a lonely kind of way as most thrive on keep many by their
side. For it’s only a rare few that really know me too.
Then there is this word called passion and surrender to another soul what would you do
for the one you love? Well I know for certain if someone or some freak of nature came
between my children, they know I would give my life so they could have theirs.
Then the third party comes in and then that becomes a complex matter, as my children
are used to having just me, and then love and fear comes in. Yet for me it is about loving
people in different unique ways, as I have always taught my children.
I guess when we communicate our love; love will find its way.
Then there is the topic I continue to ramble away from, passion and to surrender your
desires to another for me, that really has never happened, as I have had men in my life.
Yet I have had a mask on and never let my guard down and surrendered to a deeper level
of intimate love. It was truly Pseudo love. I faked it all, a good actress I would make
as I acted my whole life. This person to fearful of love, and what the possibilities
it would reap, to fearful of a broken heart. Yet the heart mends.
For me I guess it was about being ready as I fully believe we need to have a true inner
love for ourselves, and also learn to set our boundaries with another.
Yet if we did not have love and fear we could never do the dance of a life time.
Let the dance begin…