When you know its time to move on…but you aren’t sure to where…or how! Especially when there is a very crunchy feeling dis-engagement of a soul contact involved. But it has to be. Somehow, she thinks that…even though she was the allower of the brutality that ruled my childhood…and with her words so severely limited my scope of things to choose from in this life. You cannot choice outside of what you can perceive of having awareness of. And since she has bailed me out financially many times. She has had it in her head that what she chose for herself is what she chose for me too.
She expects me to live in her house, by her rules, with no privacy, no money or the ability to transport myself…and she thinks that should be fine. I have to explain why I want 5 bucks if I ask for it. Yet she expects me to teach Adyn full time. She refuses to assist…let alone to be the main teacher since it was her choice to do this. While I am to be here, however, I chose to be the brightest light I can be. To be the most to Adyn that I can be…and he will always be with or close to me. And to add as much value to every now moment that I possibly can. And to heal and love myself so completely that the ascension into embodying what I really am is with ease…yet swift. In each now moment, Universe, guide me…how can I serve, and become autonomous and self-sustaining?
How do I get out of this cage she has put me in. I am Light. I will be autonomous. I see my purpose in part is for adyn…but she continuously undermines me with him. She refuses to see what she is doing with her wishy-washy stuff with him. And the things she says when she is talking to herself are just awful sometimes. And I know he hears. He used to listen to me. Now, she lets him do what I have told him not to do…blatantly. I feel so much disrespect from her and so much negative energy she shoots out. I feel it…it is not getting in any more. At least, when it does, as Gabby says, I make a quick comeback. And it is getting much easier to move back into divine neutrality.
I will be nothing but grateful. Period. Especially for this lesson…it is so huge and multi-faceted! And it is expanding me more every now moment! And it is also difficult and painful. And I am working towards embodying my Light body…but still experiencing the ups and downs…the quantum waves of this process. Even now, though…even through some pretty serious shit…I am able to return to ME.
I will create an autonomous and comfortable life with the power of my consciousness because I can…it is who I am and so are you. We are creators…we ARE fractals of Source, Higher Dimensional Light Beings and we dropped into these dense forms in this dense place for very important reasons…learnings, to experience this shift in consciousness in form, this is a brand-new game.
And we create by vibration. EVERYTHING is energy…Source energy. There is nothing else…so every single thing that we want or don’t want is all about the frequencies we hold and emit. It is time!!! SLEEPERS AWAKEN at the rate your intends of course…but NOW IS THE TIME! You are who you have been waiting for.
We are now able to tap into higher frequencies than ever before. And many humans are anchored into the fourth-density frequency range…physically. This is where I am. It is a bridge of sorts. We are still dipping down into 3D frequencies, but we are also reaching 5D frequency ranges and feelings…and even higher. We can’t quite hold the frequencies and the light yet quite enough to physically anchor into the 5D. YET! And from there, there will still be clearing…integrating more light, and ascending into even higher frequencies. IN OUR BODIES. We are actually very high dimensional non-physical, eternal beings…but to drop to such a low density, and then ascend within the physical form is an amazing, incredibly difficult for many of us, and super courageous things for us to do. And this IS why we came.
I am ready to remember completely. I am ready to serve however I intended before I came. I am a fractal of Source and a completely ready to live from that, like that.
“I AM divinity defined. I am the God on the inside. I am the stars, a piece of it all. I am Light.”
~India Arie…I Am Light.
Krista Philips, CHT
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Mahalo O’hana…thank you, family.