One of the funny things about being an astrologer is that I can actually follow the movement of the transiting planets over my own chart and document the passages with the events in my own life. Ongoing, daily proof is in the pudding experience. For more years than I can even remember (but it has been way over 8 years) Neptune has been dissolving me, one planet after another. Neptune has opposed my Uranus, my Sun, my Moon, my Pluto, is TODAY moving off my Mercury, and then I have about a year and a half of Neptune opposing my Jupiter. Not to mention all the other planetary influences pounding my chart for years.
The Neptune transits feel like when you are swimming in the ocean and the waves are breaking over you while the undertoad is pulling you under with his mighty embrace. Just when you think you are making it closer to shore, you are sucked under and then as you come up for a breath of air a huge wave pummels you down again. Frankly, it's been exhausting, confusing, frustrating, scattered with moments of pure divine bliss in the inevitable surrender when there is nothing left to do but give in, let go, stop fighting, and follow my own inner guidance to a shore I did not even know existed.
The Neptune opposition to my Mercury in Virgo has been so challenging for me because the one thing I have depended on my whole life, my brain's ability to discern and think logically, has gone the way of all things in the ocean - disappeared into the depths. The good news is that my intuitive instinct has grown tremendously allowing me to navigate through life directed completely by my connection to Source (which is fabulous) but the bad news is that, with all my fixed fire energy in my chart, it's been an upward climb to this plateau of surrender and I am exhausted from the climb. Nothing to do now but enjoy the view and dream up the next step.
Fortunately with a grounded Capricorn ascendant I will progress forward, one tiny hoof after the other.
As part of the Neptunian blessing I am so excited to be working with multi-disciplined energy healer and crystologist John Corsa, whose words of wisdom you can enjoy right here.
In this vlog John talks about Anxiety (a GIVEN with all these Neptunian influences) that comes from being disconnected from your intuitive guidance.
Cindy Morris, msw, is a practicing astrologer and writer for over 30 years. She is the author of Priestess Entrepreneur: Success is an Inside Job , co-author of Reclaim Your Intuition, The LOVE Books, and numerous short memoir stories. Cindy has a Masters in Social Work, has run a successful flower shop, was raised in the Bronx and now lives in Boulder, CO where she collaborates with intuitive healer and crystologist, John Corsa in their Ignite Your Soul Potential transformational work.
Learn more about Cindy by visiting http://IgniteYourSoulPotential.com