How many of us grew up thinking there was something wrong with us? Strange occurrences seemed to happen only to us. Seeing "people" that you know really aren't there. Knowing the answers to questions even before they were asked...and all the while thinking your absolutely nuts!
Sound familiar? I'm sure it does.
Such is the life of a young Intuitive. At a tender age we think everyone experiences the same things we do. People standing in the middle of a room above or below the floor. Hearing voices that aren't there. Seeing family members that have crossed over. Knowing things that are going to happen before they do. And knowing you can't tell anyone.
Back in the day, there wasn't anyone to talk to about your "gifts". Although they were ever called that back then...to say the least.
And to make matters worse, when The Exorcist came out...it scared the bejesus out of absolutely everyone. Not a good time to come out of the proverbial "Spiritual Closet".
So if you were graced with a gift or two back then..you immediately thought green soup was going to come out of your mouth and your head was going to rotate 360 degrees in its socket. And we all saw what happened to that poor girl. No thanks! High Scool was hell enough!
If you were smart...and you ever wanted to date...ever...you ignored what made you you...and worked at having a " normal" life.
But the Universe had other ideas. Suppressing your genetic makeup was never a good idea. At times it tended to "float to the top!" Like it or not.
Why did "unusual" things always happen around you...and why didn't anyone ever believe you when you said you saw them?!
It is not a journey for the weak or faint of heart.
When a spirit tries to get your attention and can't...it will go to great lengths to let you know it's there...in the room with you. Hitting the bed like a Bull Dozer a few times will definitely get your attention.
You can't miss your Spirit Guide, when he is sitting next to you...the top of your head isn't even up to his shoulder. With long black shiney hair, chopped at the bottom and an enormous bear claw necklace around his neck. If he wasn't see-thru he could be anyone sitting there!
And then there are ghosts. Wavy, gaseous little creatures that appear for a few moments...just long enough to make your hair stand on end and seem like they are trying to tell you something...and then disappear.
It could be fog rolling in into your room from the outside...even though the windows are closed. Maybe not.
And then there are the true gifts that the Universe graces you with. Often we need answers to questions that keep reoccurring...and the universe chooses it own unique way of answering those questions. With what I have called "Past Life Regression Sex".
This to me is more of a "big gun" of Spiritual Answers.
After a lovely dinner out, You come home,and begin making love with your significant other. Wine , candles and soft music. Everything is just going beautifully...when your significant other changes shape right before your eyes...not to mention while he's in your arms. He has gone from a lean, handsome, soccer player...to and enormous Palace Guard 4times bigger than the man who was in you arms just seconds before.
Not only does this person change shape and size in your arms...but he has very bronzed skin, an enormous chest plate made out of gold and long stunning black hair.
The unsettling part is when he doesn't stay in one shap or time period for very long. He morphed back and forth a few times.
Now here's the part that was incredible...in case all of the above wasn't incredible enough. I could see, in my mind, what I looked like to them back in their time, and what my every day life was like. I was a princess of some sort and the man I had in my armes was my lover who was part of the palace Guard...and "we weren't supposed to be doing any of this". So we were going to get in big trouble if we got caught.
Now, as an aside to all of this...without my even knowing I was saying it...I repeating the words "I finly found you...over and over again, an crying with relief. I finally found you! I finally found you!!
Illusion or Delusion. Psychic or Psychotic?
Well since I'm living and function as a some what normal person.. I vote that I am A Psychic! And that's good enough for me! Namaste!