The Race Track of My Mind
It began with the thought of a past hurt. Suddenly I was remembering the way a friend/colleague disappointed me fifteen years ago. Before I knew it I was racing around my mind, like the driver of
a high speed car chase. One thought led into the next thought and I was bombarded with memories that lined up with disempowerment. I pulled up incidents from the past and projected concerns
into the future. It was so easy to get on a roll and also notice what was happening in my present reality that felt similar. With all that I know about The Law of Attraction I was unable to put on the mental brakes.
At some point I stopped the thoughts but the energy was already set into motion. The rest of the afternoon was filled with one frustration after the next. The Franchise Tax Board, the bank, the accountant,
the computer- nothing and no one was cooperating. And then it dawned on me. The Universe was cooperating with me. It was responding to my vibration exactly the way the laws of this Universe work.
The thoughts I was thinking this morning, compounded by the feelings of frustration and hurt, were powerfully pulling me into a vibration that had to line me up with manifestations that were matches to more of the same.
As I was about to throw my computer out the window I suddenly got it. I am a powerful creator. I created my own whirlwind as I allowed negative thoughts to race around my mind. It didn't matter if any of it was true. Giving my attention to it was just creating more and I knew that I was ready to release it all.
I asked myself if I was willing to send love to the California Franchise Tax Board, to the accountant who created the original confusion and to the computer that was usually my dependable pal. I spent the rest of the day gently shifting my thoughts. The next morning, when I woke up feeling centered, I knew I was ready. I took a deep breath and called the Board. The loveliest woman answered. She listened, figured out the issue and assured me that by the time we hung up the phone it would all be corrected. It was that easy.
The power was within me all the time. I just had to take a course correction.