Nothing changes without a little bit of confusion... and confusion leads to the light of God within. Sometimes clarity comes all at once... but most of the time there’s a state of confusion that exists before contentment enters the heart.
Follow your confusion... explore your confusion... see where it leads! Do not believe just because you are told too, follow because you've experienced for yourself the light of God, The Universe, the Tao... experience creates powerful conviction from the inside out... and nothing else will do that. Even Paramahansa Yogananda said not to believe anything he said... but to experience it for yourself and then you will have the answer.
Confusion is a blessing, if you can embrace your confusion as a blessing, and move forward ready to explore. Nothing can hold you back if you are ready to find the next level of spiritual experience within yourself.
Remember there’s only one path... and that is to love... without fixing anything.
Love one person... and he will love another... then the multitudes will love and spread the light. If you love everyone for who they are... and leave the fixing to God... how can there be any greater purpose? If you come to this earth and leave loving just one person... your life has been worth while.
A seeker went to ask a sage for guidance on the Sufi way. The sage counseled,
“If you have never trodden the path of love,
go away and fall in love; then come back and see us.”
Dr. Paul Haider